How did this happen?
Why. . .her?
You thought. . .he wanted someone observant.
Modest. . .pious. . . .
A good wife, the good wife.
Keeper of the home. . .
caretaker of his children.
Dutiful to him.
Pleasing to his eye.
A believer. . .
holding TRUE. . .
to The Creator. . . .
No!
Apparently, those attributes
incite a mundane woman
He loves you, yes.
He wants you in his life, indeed.
But my dear,
you
are the “home” woman.
He lives another life,
fastly, without you.
In his fast life he desires the complete opposite
A woman
who excites him
through her language, vulgar.
Who shows no fear to The Creator,
respect, to Him.
Garrulous.
Opionated.
Full of expression,
in the weirdest way.
Inappropriate.
Not afraid,
to cover in modesty one day.
Swing her curls openly
to the world the next.
Not afraid,
to step into a crowd of sinners.
Joining them.
Imitating them.
He. . .loves her
He. . . loves that,
in her.
Excitement.
She stands
on her own two feet.
Only needing his laughs,
his companionship,
his touch.
She is not. . .his burden.
he doesn’t have to take care of her
or her children.
His time with her is all fun.
All play.
No worries.
A get away from the reality.
Excitement.
With all the negatives.